ABOUT THE BOOK
“In Love with all Beautiful Women” is a new age erotic philosophical and spiritual novel. It is the story of a revolutionary man who questions the purpose of his existence and the rationality of the so-called social idealism. He inculcates the same fundamentalism in all those women who come from different walks of life, who devote their whole life to serve their family and society, but, in this course they lose their own identity and the glory of human existence.
The main character of this novel creates a very meaningful platform called “Life Celebration Club” with all those women who get into quest of their own meaning of life when they come across the superficiality and hypocrisy of the political, social and economic system. These people give a mission to their life to live their life on a vast macro platform attuned with nature’s fundamentals. This platform helps them to evolve to the state of super-consciousness, in which they live with the totality of their existence, being merged with the entire manifestation. When someone asks about this platform to the main character of the novel, he says –
In fact, the platform which I have developed here, the relationship is not a liability or a contract here; rather, people relate to each other in order to soar high in the infinite sky of freedom, joy and divine bliss. Here relationship is a continuous field; it is not divided and trapped between two individuals. Here the space for individuality is the stratum on which collectivity is celebrated. Here love is based not on any outside factor, agent or person; rather, it is an inside phenomenon. Love emanates from within the heart and soul of a person and gorges out, drenching all persons without making any discrimination on the basis of personality. This commune of mine is the culmination of human consciousness.
RAPED BY THE GOD
The valley was surrounded by mountains both the sides and in between the river was there separating both mountains. Mountains were in the deep meditation, in the state of ‘here and now’. Present was scattered everywhere. The fog and mist of silence was falling and rolling down from the peaks and filling up the entire valley with its density. The dark sky covered the entire surrounding into a small periphery. Everything was silent.
The light coming down from the lamp-post appeared to be tired, was trying to anyhow perform its official duty to light the ambience in half slumber and in half awakened state. The whole town was in sleep. But the river…it was still flowing fast and fast, trying to reach its final destination as soon as possible. The whole ambience remained just interplay of silence and sound of flow of the river. The river kept flowing from present to future, carrying the past and depositing it on the shore. In the silence future was dissolved, and the sound of flow of river rebounded the present everywhere.
They both were sleeping. No, not sleeping, lost…., lost somewhere. Where? In future or past? In another world or where? A few hours back they were here, in the arms of each other. Caressing, kissing, licking and smooching each other. Amber in the womb of their being was desperate to come to the surface of their body. As their bodies rubbed against each other, the amber burst into flame engulfing not only their entire bodies, rather the whole existence. As the flame rose up, their essence was transported to another world, probably to heaven. Only their earthly existence remained here on the earth, on this bed.
Just then his mobile phone rang. They fell down from the heaven onto the bed.
“Hello”, his voice made path to come out from his intestine.
“You are having a good sound sleep there. And see, for last 48 hours I have not slept even for a second. Whole night I have been crying; how could you sleep so peacefully there?”
“What has happened to you? Why are you not sleeping? Why have you called to me in midnight?” Sachin was thrown at to his present.
“You are really alone there? You are not there with Kavita?” Malvika cried.
“I am alone here; go and sleep. Don’t disturb me in midnight. Let me sleep peacefully”, Sachin growled.
“I am sure, she is there with you. Tell me the hotel where you are staying. I am coming to you in the morning.”
“Go, and get your mother fucked, you bitch. Don’t ever call me again”, he disconnected the phone with a jerk.
Within moments, they fell from heaven to hell, hell of the real world, hell of the social and family reality.
“What a bitch she is! She can’t let us live peacefully even for two days”, Kavita was brusque with rancour. “Do I disturb both of you at all when you are with her?” she gave petulant expression.
“She is my wife, you are not my wife”, Sachin could not tolerate the word bitch.
“She is your wife… it means what? She possesses you? And I am no one. I am just your keep, a paramour? With whom where you wish, you can play. And when you don’t wish, throw me out”, she was trembling in anger.
“Just calm down, you know I love you”, the anger of Sachin at Malvika got lost somewhere as the anger of Kavita occupied the whole space.
“You love me…and your wife, what about her? You don’t love her?”
“Yes, I love her too. But why are you ruining this moment because of her. We are together, let us enjoy the moment”, Sachin took her in his embrace.
She wanted to burst, but his body-touch choked her anger and was pulling her gently to the present moment. The flesh met the flesh in present; the soul met the soul again and wanted to fly beyond time. But, the flight was not of the both souls. Just her soul. Her soul started flying to the distant sky; but his soul remained here on the earth, trapped in the room, being stretched to get divided into two, one of Malvika and another of Kavita.
But where he himself existed? He had lost his existence; he was merely a pawn at the hand of time. He wanted to exist everywhere, but existed nowhere.
Kavita brought his existence of her share back to this room, jerking and throwing his soul onto the floor. She asked all of a sudden, “Whom do you love more – to me or your wife?”
Poor Sachin, the husband, the lover, a man…. He appeared to have been raped by everyone, raped by time, raped by his own destiny, raped by God.
FUCKED BY WIFE
“Saas – bahu (Mother-in-law – daughter-in-law) TV serial was an integral part of the lives of Indian woman. All Indian women would watch this TV soap while having their lunch. This TV soap made so many women masters of kitchen politics.
Paradox is always an integral and inherent part of the cosmic manifestation. In the existence nothing can be manifested without opposite extremities. On the surface, Indian women appear very sensitive, caring, sacrificing, innocent; but if you watch this saas-bahu melodrama, it would convince you that how women can be more poisonous than snakes.
She served meal for herself, savored it watching the TV soap.
“You don’t know the power of a woman, we can make any man dance to our tune if you know how to use your tears and emotions properly”, a mother was explaining this to her daughter in that TV soap.
“Man can tolerate everything, but not the tears of a woman. He can make a woman cry, but when a woman is crying without any altercation with her husband, then husband can’t tolerate the tears of his wife. A husband can’t see his wife in grief, no matter how stone-hearted the husband is. So, don’t quarrel or fight with your husband. If you want to torture your husband, just remain in grief, pretend to be crying from your heart, but don’t complain to your husband, just pretend to be tolerating the atrocity of your husband without resisting. A husband can tolerate everything, but not his wife tolerating the injustice silently. If a wife creates fuss, husband will retort, will beat his wife. But if a wife is tolerating every injustice of her husband silently without protesting, it will be impossible for a husband to stand with this”, the mother continued to share her wisdom of kitchen politics to her daughter.
Just then Malvika heard the horn sound of her husband’s car outside. Hurriedly she picked up the dish plates and put her in sinks. She switched off the TV and lied down on bed, pretending to be crying silently, being in utter grief.
Sachin came inside, saw his wife lying on bed. He thought she was sleeping as her face was turned to other side, so tried not to disturb her. He changed his dress, went to the washroom and made himself fresh. Though, this was the lunch time, but he did not try to awake his wife. He just lied down near Malvika. But when he lied down, he felt that she was sobbing.
“What happened? Why are you crying?”
“Nothing…., wiping her tears she said.”
“I will serve meal for you”, saying this she got up from bed and went to the kitchen.
“Serve it later, firstly tell me why you have been crying?” Sachin got anxious.
“No, I was not crying.”
“You have been. Tell me what the matter is?’
“I was thinking that you love Kavita too much. I should not come in your way. I should not become an obstacle in the path of your happiness. I should leave the house and go somewhere”, she really started crying. She had played her master stroke.
“What are you saying? Where will you go? You know how much I love you?”
“No, now you love Kavita only. You don’t love me. No problem, I will not come in your way”, the intensity of her cry had increased.
“Calm down, just calm down and stop crying. I am not in relation with Kavita at all. You are unnecessarily torturing yourself thinking all this shit. Don’t ruin your house thinking about Kavita or anything”, Sachin tried to pacify her.
“You are lying. Now you don’t sleep with me. Most of the time you remain out of home; your phone is always engaged. When your phone is engaged, that time when I try to call Kavita, her phone also remains engaged”, she was continuously crying.
“She must be talking to someone, that’s why her phone remains engaged. But why do you call to her?”
“Just to confirm whether you are talking to her or not. When your phone is not busy, then when I dial Kavita’s number, then her phone also is not engaged, but she does not pick my phone. That time you must be being with her.”
“Oh, unnecessarily you keep doubting everyone. You know I just love you only”, saying this Sachin pulled her in his arms and kissed her.
The sudden touch of her husband’s body after so many days sparked chemistry in her body. Now she could not speak anything and happened to close her eyes. The pressure on her breasts by his chest started transporting her to another world. She started feeling hot, she hugged him tightly, started pressing his body against her breasts tightly, tightly and more tightly. Sachin could not react in any way, neither had he separated her, nor did he take any further initiative to take her to another world. She remained in hugging position, kept exerting pressure on his back by her hands against her breasts.
“Love me, love me, Sachin. You have not even touched me for so many days. I want you inside me”, keeping him in her hug, she pulled him to the bed.
Her body was really hungry for sex. Her palms moved to his penis and started crushing it while her lips were sucking his lips. When they both had become totally naked, nobody knew. She made Sachin lie down on bed and she climbed on him on his thighs and directed his penis into her vagina. Though it was not fully erect as earlier it used to be, but she could not notice it. She moved her buttock back and forth, jerked and vibrated it as fast as she could. She enjoyed the friction of penis in her vagina, ascended the crescendo and then finally fell down onto the bed with the falling tide.
Silence descended in the room.
“Today you fucked me”, Sachin spoke first time after the act.
“You did not enjoy?”
“Yes, I did.”
They both remained lying down inanimate for sometimes. Most probably they both were travelling somewhere else in two different worlds.
“Let me serve lunch for you”, saying this she started getting up from the bed.
Within a few minutes, she served meal on the bed and made her husband get up and put on his clothes.
“Serve meal for yourself also.”
“No, I don’t feel like eating anything since morning. In fact nowadays, I don’t feel like eating anything at all”, the woman in Malvika again resurfaced.
“Why? Why don’t you feel like eating? Are you pregnant?” the emotion of concern of his wife and naughtiness, both played their parts in his words.
“You speak anything nonsense”, she felt like laughing, but controlled her laughter and tried to remain tacit and somber.
“Ok, let us eat together”, Sachin asked to her.
“No, you have food. I don’t feel like eating anything at all”, she tried to act seriously. She had already hogged her meal before Sachin came.
Sachin started having his meal. Malvika switched on TV. Sachin got busy watching TV and having food.
“Today your penis was not very erect. You did not have even that much ejaculation as usually you have”, all of a sudden, she happened to speak.
“You did not give me any time. You just started raping me”, Sachin tried to hide his inner world before his wife.
“No, it is impossible. We had sex after so many days and you were not fully excited and erect. You must have had sex with Kavita before you did it with me”, again she started crying.
“Offo….., you bitch, you won’t let me have my food peacefully”, saying this he got up at once pushing the plate aside with a jerk. He went to wash basin to wash his palm and gargle.
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